ahhhhhhhh
getting a setback on a thing and now being dramatic
(group i joined in on for thing submitted a proposal a few weeks late cause the person with prior experience who took the organizing role of the group thought they knew the deadlines correctly
i'm definitely a little annoyed cause i was both the one that finally noticed that the deadline had been missed and had also been pinging the person with prior experience about if anything had to be done months in advance and assumed i could trust their judgement but
ugh, on one hand this is a nice reminder that i'm actually maybe a lot more competent than some folks about things
but ugh i'm trying to not let the "ugh i should've not trusted that person's ability to organize a dozen+ person group and checked all the details myself" make me feel bitter at things but also
gahhhhhh i was looking forward to that thing)
anyway, feeling a little disappointed with that; i guess i should probably give it a bit and then figure out plans around this, or at least go information find
i do sorta wonder what i'm doing with my life though. i'm feeling old these days.