im tired
i feel like ive been doing too much and not enough
im a little sick right now which maybe plays into things. been super low energy the past 2 weeks and also jetlagged now
ive got half a dozen different things to juggle at least and its not like im not excited about some of it, but all of it comes with work and uncertainty or its stuff that cant happen quite yet and....
im crashing at an exs right now and thats also a bit of a doozy. not a massive one but theyre sorta poly and not committing to any of the bajillion folks theyre dating at once and its sorta freaky cause i know why things wouldnt (and havent) worked out between the two of us but things are still comfy (well, when i'm getting attention lol) and i hate meeting new people and dating and... ugh
at a minimum, i can go climbing i guess